🎈𝗟𝗜𝗩𝗘🎈𝙈𝙊𝙉 𝙒𝙀𝘿 𝙏𝙃𝙐𝙍 𝙁𝙍𝙄 ~ 𝟴𝗣𝗠 𝗖𝗦𝗧

six year affiliate anniversary

holy crap lois

DESIGNED BY COMMUNITY LEADER DARCY 

6 YEARS TODAY. [12/18/2024]

this range doesn’t tell the full story of my journey, but it’s where my journey TRULY started in my pursuit of being a full time content creator.

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i had a webcam, a blue snowball usb microphone, and a monitor i got for 5 dollars at goodwill with my dad so i could read chat, which is funny because when you first start, spoiler alert… probably not much of a chat to read LMAO. i spent countless hours watching streams, learning how they work, what i like about them, and from the beginning i truly felt like i could get good at it.

when i still lived at my parents, although grateful to have a roof over my head and a place to sleep, i was absolutely fucking miserable. giving myself a reason to apply myself creatively and preventing my living situation from getting the best of me, my end goal became moving out, but only if i did it my way. conventional? absolutely not. smart? probably not. yolo? you fucking bet. my routine was wake up, go to computer, make thing, go back to bed.

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it was a very lonely journey beginning and ending the majority of my days alone, sharing my progress and accomplishments with little to nobody, my entire family not really getting it, it was really hard to not feel like a “failure” to my peers. had i let that feeling define my journey, there isn’t a timeline where i’m writing a novel and pinging over 1000 people from the comfort of my bedroom that i know exist in with the love of my life and our little kitty.

i love doing this so much man, i really do. i have never and will never give a single FUCK about trends, social climbing, pretending to be a person i’m not, because i promise if this ever became so unbearable or unfulfilling, i would stop. the secret is this though… no matter how low i’ve felt, how messy life feels, the true constants for me have always been creating music and videos to express myself and in turn, hopefully bring joy to others at the very least.

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 i made my first youtube video at 13 years old and now i will be turning 30 next year. i hope i can continue to excite you, be part of your routine, someone you can stay proud of supporting.

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success is always subjective, and while i will never be 100% complacent, i am really happy to say i am genuinely living my dream thanks to you.

thank you for reading and dedicating any of your priceless time and hard earned money to keeping this dream alive. it has been a fucking honor.

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